Yes yes I know. I havent blogged in days. The reason is actually this; My trip to Samui ended up with rain thunder and lightning, No electricity and no candle-light, no money and closed airports. And of course, floods! I walked in water up to my knees but at other places people had wather up to their chests. Unfortunatlly I have no good pictures, since, well think for yourseves. Water and cameras dont really go hand in hand. So that is just gonna have to stay in my head, printed, like a tattoo. I met two aussie girls that I hung out with during that time. Really sweet girls. If I go to Austalia to work or something I could stay there they said, cool. I might do that then ;) Hot guys and surfing, here I come ;)

Well, now I am back in BKK, it cost me only 800 Bath to change the ticket the day before. Totally worth it! At the airport today I learned that on Saturday (that I was supposed to go back on) The weather would have been really bad again and possibly no flights. So thanks to the aussie girls who got the idea in my head. Or I might have been stuck there for 5 days and THAT would have been bad!

Now I dont really know what else to tell you. I am feeling good. Still up all nights in the dark looking at the white ceiling and scratching my eyes out since they are so darn tired.. What to do, what to do? I think it might be anxiety about going to Sweden or something. But this far, nothing has worked. not alcohol, not staying up til I pass out, not pills, not meditating, not music, not calmly telling myself to sleep. Darn it!
I'm tired.....