Yeah, I know... I havent been bloging for a few days. But I am in Sweden now and the flight was good. No need to worry. What have I been doing then? Looking at the snowstorm that I dragged with me through the window. Fighting with my parent (Yes, already). Been feeling really down about the whole situation and looking for jobs. Yeah Thats about it. Fun, huh?

Reality-police here smacked it in to my head that I am not going to be able to leave from here until atleast a year. And that, I guess I knew in the back of my head but I didn't want to think of it like that. I wanted to think of the fact that it would be soon and now all I can think of is how long 12 months is and about how damn hard it is to find a damn job around here. But I am willing to work with Anything for the money. But then my mom also told me about how hard it is for me to work and how hard it is for someone with my problems to find a job. Yeah she's right but I can do it, as long as I know that the money and the hard work will take me away from here.
I just miss everyhing. Okey, not everything. But I even miss sitting in the traffic-jams and all that. Sounds stupid, yeah maybe. But thats how I feel.

To my people in TH, this song makes me think you guys ^^

Mike Posner - Please don't go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0c5f4jMtNgI

Let's run away from these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight
I feel the sun creepin' up
Like tick tock
I'm trying to keep you in my head
But if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow
With are lips locked
Yeah, you've got me begging, begging
[Chorus]
Baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be here
I don't know, if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm going to find you
Baby please don t go, go, go, go [X3]
Baby please don t X3
...runaway
Baby please don t run away from my bed
Start another day
Stay instead
I feel the sun creepin' up
Like tick tock
I'm trying to keep you alright
But if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow
With are lips locked
Yeah, you've got me begging, begging
Baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be here
I don't know, if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm going to find you
Baby please don t go, go, go, go [X3]
Baby please don t [X3]
Baby please don't run
I stay running from tomorrow [X4]
Baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be here
I don't know, if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm going to find you
Baby please don t go, go, go, go [X3]
Baby please don t [X3]
... run away