Last night in Sweden.
It was spent going through things with Fia by my side to complain about me leaving and her not affording to come along. Then a nice dinner with my family, only one less brother(Jonas). He is at his gf's place. Then packing the bags. And after that out to meet up with Fia again and talked about so many different things, just like we always do. So when we said good night we started to part just like all the other times. But we just had to go back for a hug or two. And I swore that I could feel a teardrop on her cheek. Hunni, I know its hard, but its not for ever and we will talk. I mean, we talk like 20 times a day and see each other almost everyday.
Me, I am just laughing cause I havent understood any of it yet. Its just been way to fast and way to stressful and busy. I dont think I will understand it until the time is starting to pass.

Now I am going to try go to sleep. Im not sure I will be able to, but if I do, It will probobly be off exhaustion.

Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God.....!