Yaaaay! Welcome back internet! So there is alot that has gone on I suppose... I just have to remember what it was....

We moved... The house we were living in was was to dirty and there was way to many reasons for us not to stay. One whole A4 page actually.
We got separated so now, instead of living with a Japaneese girl, I live with a 25 year old Venezuelan girl. Who makes noices I have never heard before with her throat. I dont know how to describe them... Its like a... cat that is trying to vomit?? She told me that everybody does it in Venezuela when they have allergies. It's due to the itching in the throat or something.
But the family we used to live with was very nice, and it was a shame that we felt so unhappy there.
The New house is much better. In everyway pretty much acctually.


In school... My grades are good. That feels good to know. But there are alot of distractions from the people in the class. And I get very easily distracted and frustrated. These people bring it out - in loads. And I am not afraid to show it.
And to be honest (again!) I dont really feel like I ahve friends at school. Ittlike lookin just stick together and Im on the outside looking in. Feels like... Well, back in school...


*Remember - stay true to "you"*

And I have been (still having) some financial problems. There is no job market here and I have very little money. And to that, when we moved money from the Swedish account the banks left me stranded for almost a week. No bus fare money, no food money, no nothing. And now, the same problem accurred for some reason. Yay...


My computer is starting to fight my every move. AGAIN!
Not happy, no, not really.


And I guess do to all this I feel home sick as hell. I want my friends. I even want mommy and daddy... (Never thought I'd say those words in this age).
I feel empty, worn out, frustrated, annoyed and alone.
I want my friends.
And the more I am here and getting in to rutines here, I'm thinking about how nice and good Sweden acctually is. Do I really wanna move abroad? What do I want?

Me and Sanna have been talking about starting school again when I get to Sweden. That might be a place to start.


I dont know.






Oh! I am a mouse!
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