Yesterday was taconight with J and total chill on his balcony till erly morning. He showed me old pics from his punkrocker days and told me old stories. So fun! In some of the pics I bearly recognized him!! Like with the beard... yeah Never do that again! And over drinks we talked about men and women.
During that I was acctually texting with a guy, and he just made me feel physicly sick with the way he disrespected me. Thankfully J was there to take my mind off it and keep me from getting angry (my family have a record of blacking out during anger, you see... Not good for anyone). I ahve never been angry witht hat guy before, but that was just not okay. I really feel like there is never a reason for a man to treat a woman badly. Maybe it is because off my past experiences with men, but nu-hu! And I know that I maybe "naive" or "too trusting" and giving "one too many chances" towards people, but I do have to admit... That, accordning to me, is one of my greatest strengths. And I dont really intend to give that up eather.
Anyways. Lets do it one more night. Drinks and great rock music at J's place tonight. And i should probobly eat since I've forgot about that all day and its 7.12 pm right now. oops!
Listen to the song btw and read the lyrics. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evXly_wAd0k
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