Yay, I got my internet back!finally!
so what has been up lately? well... the job is going okay, but I really wish to try something else by now. Its crazy hard though to find one since there was like a ton of ppl that graduated this year. Competition. So I was asked by R to go to Norway and work with him. Idk. Maybe? Once again comes the question... What do I have here thats holding me back?
Fia graduated this thursday and Aleksi and V did the week before. I want to dearly congratulate them all to that! Although I am pretty upset with V right now. I had to let him go. We had a good run. Never dated or nothing, but I cant really be in a one way "relationship" (not that it was a relationship). If I wanted that I´d be in one with myself. That what i have been doing these last years and it has worked out great. Men. Thay only bring pain and suffering. BOMB THEM ALL (No im just kidding, please dont do that). But I have my cusin J and his friends. they really brighten my day. J is the kind of person I'd like all my friends to be like. to bad people like that are hard to come by. Anyways, midsummer is comming around and J, me and his friends and some other people are heading up to Dalarna. Its peobobly the best place for me to be in right now. Me and a bunch of real men that don't seem to have any drama around them. and mu other cusin is a chef so I hope that he will be offering fancy food all weekend ;) Alcohol, a bunch of Punkrockers and great food in a great enviroment, hopefully i'll be able to relax just fine!
Oh, what else has happened? I dont know. Too much I guess. My life feels like a mess right now, even though I dont think it has been this simple in years. (Wow, I really must have been trubled)
Oh yeah! Maya was here!! she moved back to Finland and so she took a weekend here in Sweden and it was super fun to see her. I had missed her so much and it felt to wierd to hug her again. Hopefully she had lots of fun too. i will try and save up so that I can go to Finland and visit her this summer or something :) we'll wee how that goes.
And my conditions with the stomach has gotten worse I think. I have truble eating. I have to force myself to eat right now and I am feeling super light headed. And yes, I do drink plenty of fluids. I've made an appointent with the doctor next month. Also my muscles are super tensed. its feelis like I have been at the gym all day yesterday and its aching like HEEEEELL. Don't really know why that happened eather but that why they have doctors I guess. I'll try and make an appointment with a chineese doctor also, since i honestly trust those more then the western soooo...
Anyways, that all i can come up with right now. I'll probobly update you more as I go along.
Ttyl, cause now I need a shower!