It seems my sweet little reader N has posted another comment here on my blog. Here it is:

Prepare yourself for a lot to read hehe. I'm just like you in a way, I'm always in a hurry. Just recently I discovered that there's no guide lines and that I have to create my own ones. I believe everything happens for a reason and that every setback in life has a lesson to learn. What doesn't kill you really does make you stronger. I've been put through hell these last couple of years and even though I feel fragile and sometimes even beaten, I'm really only growing and becoming stronger. I just want you to know that even though you feel like you're stumbling in a dark place right now, you're really just stumbling THROUGH it. And somewhere in the mess (even if you can't seem to see it at the moment), there is a lesson to be taught. I'm talking out of my own experiences. I've been stumbling in and out through my dark place for years (and I'm not even 20 years old yet), but I've got so much more knowledge now than I had before. I don't belive that I'd be this wise, emotionally if I hadn't been through what I've been through. And I wouldn't be able to help others and understand others (like you for example) if I hadn't been through what I've been through. People who haven't had up and downs in life, will never grow emotionally like you are doing right now. Don't give up on your plans. You could just postpone them untill you've decided what to do. There really isn't any reason for you to be in this kind of a hurry and to feel this bad about it. You are young. You've got time. Think about it. If you don't know what to do now, just try to chill a little. Do what you feel like doing right now and all the other stuff will sort themselves out. It'll come to ya', just don't overthink it. Don't forget to enjoy life even now while you're planning for the future. Hehe, I'd be curious too if I were you. It's fully understandable. I had a blog myself once, and I had a pretty high amount of readers. Since I wasn't able too see who they all were I gave the whole shit up haha, it just drove me crazy. Now I just enjoy reading other blogs instead. I stumbled across yours and here I am. I'm Swedish ;) and really happy to help! Take care!

Long huh ;) But... It's all true. I've been though some shitty things yet so far aswell, and honestly, if I'd see these blogposts, I'd probobly say the same to that person. Your are wise, like they say... You can only get that way from living the rough life (OK, I might have changed some words but the meaning is the same) I even think its on my "Live your life" thingy up there.. *pointing up*
As I've been saying... Everything happens for a reason.
Damn! I hate taking my own adviceses... And now I can't even say that they are mine! DOH!

And I do have to add... It's creepy how you seem to be adding these comments, just when I need to read them. Are you a spy ;)
(yes I am still veery curious! I'm like going around in my head, all f the Swedish bloggers I've heard of. Hmmm)

Thanks you :)