OMG weekend has arrived and so has the roumor about me at work. I heard that they think I am a good worker and that they like me. Yay. And the boss told me that next week my schedule is fully booked. Since my internship there ends wednsday I assume that means they want me around. And tomorrow, Sunday I have three appartments to look at.
I guess thats a good thing, eventhough I feel crazy blue about not being where I wanna be in life. In BKK ofc! It hurts so much to know that its going to be a year at least until I can go there. I miss my friends and everything about BKK. Well, not one thing, that it is a very dirty city. But You have to take the good with the bad. Remember that. As a reminder and a motivation I have Prin, Chompoos baby boy, as a background pic on my phone. And everyone that sees this pic just keeps on saying how cute he is. All I can say is " I know". Cause he is! One just cant help loving him. I miss that little energy-ball!
Maya has arrived in Finland now. Hopefully she can spear a few days and come see me in Sweden. It would be awsome. I know that she has alot to do while she's there. But still...!

This last week I have been living at my grandmothers and even thugh I love her dearly, it has been hard. I hardly think it has been only for me but for her too. She has her ways and rutines and I have mine. And sometimes they collide. Hopefully I hasn't to hard to live with. And bad news attacked my family, sort of... Cant really talk about it but my cusin hit a rough patch and I heard that it helped with me visiting him. Hopefully thats true and I will definetly try and see him more often. I know what its like to feel like crap and maybe I can provide with some sort of persective. Who knows. But I have a feeling he'll get better. He's stronger then he knows :)