Okay, here I am again. Gloomy though....

I guess I'm just thinking about the life I used to have in Sweden and now knowing that I have to return... it makes me... gloomy. I dont want to go back to that. I will do everything that I can to come back here. The life that I am starting to build here is much nicer. I was afraid that I would be a nobody here in one of the largest citys and thats so not true. I actually feel like someone. People like me here. It might feel akward at times but not as much as in Sweden. People are nice and its just so different. I feel beautiful, for the first time I think....

Shoot....

Just to remind ppl once more, this is a blog about whats going on in my head and from my point of view. So, if it bugs you that I might post a gloomy post once in a while or when ever I do it, dont let it bug you! It's me. Stop reading that post in that case and come back a nother day, okay?